HAPPY NEW YEAR PULL YOUR EAR! :D







OMEGA NITE WAS A BLAST! :D

Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step until
I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away


(:

OMEGA NITE TML! :D

THIS IS THE NEOPRINT THAT WE TOOK TODAY! :D




HMMMM....

i felt so hurt today aft choir prac.
i mean seriously, you knw how much i expected from you?
okay maybe you dont know.
i mean like why do i get different treatment from others?
it has been so many years ever since you've did such things.
okay wait...
maybe you've never did it before?
i told you i would cry cause i was alrdy crying inside.
yes i did cry.
so am i know typing this post.
anyway, you dont have to feel bad about this
cause maybe im not even worth it.
im not worth anybody.

tanya, i was really crying just now.
just that i was trying to laugh so i wont cry more.
i wasnt acting. :/

and i dont think any of you cared/cares.

IM WONDERING WHY AND IM STILL WONDERING....

i really wonder why are they like that.
two- faced creatures.
its damn scary i tell you.
you wont know when their going to stab you from th back.
seriously.
please stop judging from how people look from th outside.
its seriously damn fucking irritating.


i wonder why am i still living on this earth.

LEE YUBIN THIS IS FOR YOU! :D



HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN! :D

went out with tanya, joan, joy, bryan, wilson, tay ye and ronald! :D
we went to plaza sing first and shopped ard at cotton on! (:
i bought a singlet today im so happy :D
but i was supposed to buy something else too but i didnt have th time too. D:
oh wells.
had lunch at th fish market place.
it was nice and th platter was really BIG! :D
aft tht was like ice cream at Ben & Jerry's!
yummy! :D
we caught a movie aft tht!
AUSTRALIA was quite nice.
even tho i almost fell asleep at some point of time!
TANYA AND JOAN cried during th movie!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH ;D

church aft tht!
sorry chrissypoo for being late ):
aft tht it was dinner :D
ohsheesh im hungry alrdy ):

淚水 將我淹沒 到底誰該難過
究竟 是誰放掉 這段感情
我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾 就成了枷鎖
現實中幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴她 我不愛她 笑著難過 自我懲罰

想終止這一切掙扎 橫了心 說真心謊話
別告訴她 我還想她 恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口 就讓沉默 代替所有回答
我不愛 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心話 言不由衷

i'll take this time to get over you.
everything will end this year.

THANKS DADDY AND MUMMY :D *HUGS*
(AND ER GU, LIU SHU AND THE REST WHO WENT FOR THE PARTY!)

had birthday party today with my family and cousins (:
woke up rather late today.
when i woke up, i found a new MR MISS CUSHION next to me!
THANKS MOTHER! :D
and THANKS FATHER for th hongbao! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST QI SHU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRYAN :D

let everything end together with this year please.


this is a photo tht i love th most! :D

anyway, thank you people who gave me stuff and hugs :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU!

sigh is th word for now.

SENTOSA AND MR SUN HERE I COME! :D

i cant wait for th trip to sentosa tml!
oh yay!
i cant wait to get tanner and blah! (:

went to church early early in th morning today!
went to al azhar for breakfast after that.
went for Christmas eve concert rehearsal!
B.E.N.I.T.A im proud of you! :D

i've got this strange feeling.
th feeling makes me feel disliked.
you're just not th same anymore.
why? ):

I LOVE MAKING TANG YUAN(S)! :D

yesterday was a super hectic day.
went town yesterday with bang jie to finish my shopping list! :D
it was done rather fast tho.
cause i knew wht to buy but not bang jie!
hahahah!
after that i wanted to go home to sleep but no i couldnt.
cause my beloved benita called me to help her print some stuff.
so i did go and print and i didnt sliced it.
thanks evan :D
went up to help th rest to deco th room :D
i had so had so much fun spraying th white stuff.
BUT it stinks i tell you!
aft tht we had buffet dinner.
i tought them this sheng dang lao ren game.
i think joan is really funny!
hahahah!

i love making tang yuan now!
i always make th tang yuan thing than my granny will come and help.
and start telling me stories abt how they have work they had to do before making it.
and blah blah blah.
she also said tht my cousins and i love to help her make kueh and tang yuan!
yummy :D



dont tell me that we'll never be together.




ORANGE SQUASH FOR DOM! :D

went to play squash with dom, tim, shantelle and tay yi!
we were suppose to meet at 10 in th end i woke up late -.-
but i rush down :D
i suck at squash mann! ):
than we went to btp for lunch!
i was hungry and thristy ):
after drinking, i felt hungry.
after eating i felt full.
like duh right!
hahah!

i dnt sound whiney do i?
i wonder! :/

BLOOOOP BLOOOOOOP BLOOOOOOOP SOTONG! :D

went to meet my ex colleagues today!
went to ms to eat at waraku mann!
one word shiok ahhhh!
but than right, all we ate was sotong.
i think we had a whole family of sotong leh!
fried, bbq-ed and cooked sotong!
so right, im gna transform to become a S-O-T-O-N-G!
bloooop bloooop bloooooooop SOTONG! :D


all i want for Christmas is you!

HEY YOU! WHO ME? YES YOU!

hey come on!
i've had enough of all of your rubbish!
enough of saying that you're stressed and blah.
cos i dnt see anything tht you can be stressed abt.
come on luh.
its not like everybody cares abt how you feel down there you knw.
its really annoying when you say those stuff.
you knw it better yourself than anybody else okay!
he doesnt wnt to care abt you so be it luh.
you expect ppl to like listen to you talk abt all this.
but right, you dnt listen to ppl talk.
your world revolves around him but our world dont.
ehhhh you knw it better for yourself okay!
im just gross-ed out by you.
bye!

edited!

HOHOHO! VITAMIN B6...

HOHOHO :D
did nothing much in th day besides sleeping! :/
was suppose to play squash in th morning with shantelle, joan and dom today.
but dom's dad took leave to take them out.
so we had to postpone th game to thursday :/
oh well, better than nothing right?
family is much more important than friends :D

went out with sing lynn th old women :D
suppose to buy stuff but we didnt buy anything.
sorry uhhh. ):
actually, i think going out with her is rather embrassing leh! >.<
oh especially when she walks!
she walks damn loudly!
when we were in a shop with carpet flooring you really cant hear her walk leh.
but immediately aft we stepped out of th shop,
you can hear th way she walks so clearly!
tsktsk!
but i'll still go out with her i think!
hahahah :D

oh mann!
i want to grow a banana tree at home! :D
but now i've got a bunch of bananas to finish! :D


Last ChristmasI gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This yearTo save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

HELLO! :D

slept till about 2 plus today mann.
and im still feeling very tired mann! ):
met geraldine and chloe at serene centre!
and geraldine kept smacking my xi yi ban luh!
its so flat alrdy still whack.
hahah!
i knw you wnt it flater den yours right!
:D

HEY PEEPS :D

hey this is for you, you and you whoever reads this! :D
it's 3.05 am now! :D
blogging in my bunk next to me is Christina! :D

day1:
th day started off with worship, alpha program, lunch, ice breakers, group identity, dinner, message and some other stuff that i cant really remember! :/
i dnt really knw wht to write now tho.
im just stoning at th screen!
anyway, you've got to see th photos so you'll know wht's going on!
so you guys have to wait for christina jie jie to like upload it!

day2:
th day started off with like quiet time, breakfast, message, lunch, the reel and real and we had command X at night :D !

day3:
we had amazing race today! WOOHOOO! :D
went around th urban area in singapore.
my group was super funny and my group's name DIETRICH! :D
and we did the journey to the cross for prayer room thing,
i think i was super good! :D


okay, i need to slp alrdy i'll blog more enthu-ly soon okay! SORRY! (you knw who you are)

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

its a few hours away from camp!
are you guys ready to be TRANSFORMED?
im super excited mann!

pre camp today was good!
we fast & pray like we always did. :D
i couldn't stand th hunger so i had to sit down ):
nic started teaching us a lot of weird and funny cheers.
but he did a great job i think :D
oh mann, im thinking of th pizza we ate just now.
feeling hungry alrdy :D

someone! i can blog during camp alrdy :D

9 HOURS TO CAMP! :D

LEGS PLEASE DONT GIVE UP ON ME ):

HELLO IS ANYBODY IN? :D



went out with kai, bang jie and dominic today! :D
went to collect the race pack for tml!
surprisingly, th queue was damn short luh.
hahah!
TANYA! you're wrong! :D
th queue was damn short :D

we went to catch a movie after that.
but we were suppose to go for th ben and jerrys' thing.
but th weather wasnt good.
so we watched a movie in th end :D
we watch ALL ABOUT WOMEN 女人不坏!
OHOH i went cause i wnted to see kai's bf! :D
hahahah!
anyway back to what i was talking abt.
we went into th cinema late and we were making quite a lot of noise i think.
hopefully not. :/
and suddenly during th movie,
dom was asking me to turn ard and see who's watching th show tgt with us.
so when i turned around,
i got stunted!
all th old auntie and uncles luh! :X
so we're like one of th youngest there :/
but th movie was funny. hahah!

dinner after tht!
ate smth rather gross but nice.
and now im hungry alrdy :/
fast right.
hahah!

okay im so tired and i've got a marathon to run tml.
so goodnight ppl :D

THREE DAYS TO CAMP YO!

HEY HEY HEY! :D

i feel like time is flying away real quickly!
please fly away faster after camp!
i want my birthday to come quick!
but i dont want to grow older! D:
anyway, i'll be 18 forever! (deceiving myself :/)

You're always on my mind
All day just all the time
You're everything to me
Brightest star to let me see

to somebody if you ever see this ah,
i cnt promise to blog everyday during camp.
but i'll try too.
if im free at night and provided christina is there okay? :D

omg, now its 3 days to camp! WOOTS! :D

HO HO HO! :D

im so excited now.
i mean like i cnt wait for th standard chartered run on sunday!
plus yf camp! :D
oh mann i seriously cnt wait for all these things to happen! :D
after that it'll be christmas!
WOOOTS!

anw, its 4 days to camp! :D

FRICK LUHS! TSK!

i dnt knw wht to say abt how im feeling now.
im feeling damn screwed mann.
its just a mixed up kind of feeling.
but more towards th angry side i suppose.
sigh.

sorry best if i sounded harsh towards you just now.
time is seriously not enough nowadays!
i have to complete so many things by this week?

talked to pr loli today abt some stuff.
she was really right.
sometime my friends wont know how i feel when i have so much responsiblity on hand.
i have to set many barriers at this point of time.
i need to complete my stuff now!

TWILIGHT DATE ANYBODY? :D

YAWNS!

i need a proper sleep soon mann!
i'm lacking of sleep! D:
ROAR!
i'm soooo tired mannn!

okay i dont know what to blog about alrdy!
so bye people! (:

OHHHH!
ITS 6 DAYS TO CAMP!

i've been trying so damn hard down here and what do i get out of it?
nothing you know, nothing at all.
yes, i'm th only god damn link for her to go back.
do you know how tired i am?
i have to bare with all of her nonsense all th time.
all those hurtful comments that'll shoot me straight down all th way.
all th way to hell.
i'm giving up somebody take over please!

JiaHui

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