Wednesday, October 1, 2008
'studied' at kap today. you see th floor manager or th supervisor upstairs kept asking us not to study there. wtf right?den we went over to btp to study. did some work but th sun was damn glaring. so we went down to join th girls. if only i had billions of dollars so i wont be living on you.im really very sick of living on you alrdy. im gna look for a job.i swear i hate you!one day i woke up realising i've got no talents. i havent been working hard enough for th past years.i led a life that is not what i really wanted.i just want to be like all those people out there. studying in poly or jc. and now im just rotting my life away. i dnt like tht life tht im leading now. im just sinking deeper and deeper.now i have to try extra hard to get out of this shit state. come on jia you can do it! UNLESS with full support and understanding with my family member. i can feel th pressure now, i just wnt to be myself cos im sick of everyone else.im hardly worth you time also.Labels: random shit., reflections
