Thursday, September 4, 2008
yesterday:daddy tried to brainwash me during dinner with him.he said tht my mom has very high expectations from me. wht expectations does she has?i've made a mistake in th past, but wht is done is done right?there's nothing i can do alrdy wht right?but not to like commit th same mistakes again right?mom had been given me cold shoulders ever since she came back from m'sia. sigh. why cnt she be more understanding?if you think tht im having some affair outside den you're totally wrong!why cant you believe me just a lil? why cant i do anything without worrying abt wht is gna happen afterwards?fuck luh uh. now i dnt even wnt to like go home now. all i see is your black face everyday. just leave me alone luhs. TSK!today: went to church to help pr lolli to like sort out th choir library cardboard :Dthanks for those ppl who help out this afternoon yeah(: we're like so pro we sorted everything out within 2 hrs yo!hahah. maybe tht's all for today. I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide itand so I surrender just to hear your voiceI know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out youand maybe someone else is standing there beside youbut there's something baby that you need to knowthat deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
