It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care


I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you


I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song


Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you


I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind


Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you


met ger, kellice and simin.
but ahem was there also idk why.
it was an awkward feeling sia.
idk how to explain ):
but now my whole mind is feeling so weird now. ):
then i think we made a lot of noise outside cine luhs /:
dnt ask me why but just a lot of noise.
hahah.
played pool with darius and weisong today :D
we played 123534342342 of games BUT i only won 1 okay let me repeat tht!
ONLY 1 game! hmph.
looks like i need to brush up on my pool skill alrdy!
hahah.


i dnt wna think tht way cos she's yours.
my mind is unsure no very unsure.
i knw tht you still like tht person.
i dnt wna think anm.
just to let you knw (if you read this post)



Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know



did my cso agn today.
seriously i think th old ppl there are damn cute.
hahahah.
met yh and his brother with his gf. :D
went over to my wife's place for awhile.
drank a lil cos was feeling emo? /:
then yuan lin pinched me and now its swollen!
hmph!


i wish i could care no more.





met ger and chloe and yh today :D
went to kap as usual :D
i really hope tht theres a new place for me to hang alrdy.
then over to yh's hse to slack and den off for meeting in church.

ive decided to gave up.
no maybe take a rest.
its seriously too tiring for me to move now.
cos im tired.

sometime i really think that whenever i talk to best,
i can sense that sometime she's really like irritated by me.
sigh. im sorry best! ):

met my corn and ger today at kap with yh :D
was suppose to do my game stuff.
but in th end,
we all got distracted by corn's junior?
hahah!



this is th back of th green paper(:


this is th front of th paper(:



i so dont look like me and we're both wearing green :D



towned with yh today:D
we went over to sylvester's new hair salon to cut yh's hair :D
at th same time,
th team singapore has some event at th same time.
saw lin jun jie there :D
hahah.
then we went down to kap to look for gerald and th rest :D
but th bus ride back is super long and boring can? Sigh.
hp drove us to btp for smoothies :D
after tht i went back to kap to look for gerald! :D
and i became si min's niang cum tei!
damn funny!
ilovethemtothemaxcan?

p/s: bukit timah plaza is like my hang out place. and i dnt see you everywhere. so yeah.


CORN IF YOU SEE THIS, REMEMBER TO CHEER UP OKAY? I DONT LIKE TO SEE YOUR PUFFY EYES :D JIAYOU :D LOVES <3





I miss those meetings we had ):
and this is just a random photo of our tangled hands that we can never slove ):
hahah.



What Lee Jiahui Means:



You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.


You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.


You are friendly, charming, and warm.
You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat.
Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible.
But for the important things, you pull it together.


You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.


You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.


You are truly an original person.
You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing.
You're a strong person.


You are a very lucky person.
Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries.
You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy.
Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.


choir performance today was okayyyy :D
then ps wesley's last sermon today D:
at least today i paid attention!
cos i was dao-ing Joan :D
after service was lunch :D
while walking over to th market,
i overheard pr loli's convo with i dnt knw who.
they were saying like between breakfast and lunch is called brunch.
then i turned over to Shan and said something like:
between breakfast and lunch is called brunch,
between lunch and dinner is called twig and
between dinner and supper is called leaf!
after tht i started laughing!
but Shan was too slow to like realised.
so after i finish laughing den she got it!
LOUSY :D
then market has no space to sit so we went over to btp.
then we ate like a lot!
HAHAHAH.
bused down to clark quey with best to collect her nike race pack.
but we didnt get to collect it cos there was a lot of ppl!
ARGH.
so we trainned down to ps and daddy fetched me home from there.
and best went to meet her friends :D


Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4: 7


rain rain go away.
had family dinner with yubin's family :D
had crab for dinner :D
th crab was shiokkk cos its like bbq-ed!
hahahs.
andand th best part was laughing at my cousin chinese!
yubin was wearing some red colour banglet on her hand den her brother wore some red colour rubber band!
and he ans: "wo dai na ge rubber band got ying ying one!"
then we were all like what is ying ying?!
hahah.
damn laughing like crazy!
hahah.
oh well crazy family members :D


yf sports today wasnt exactlly sports.
HAHAHAH.
we played some team bonding games i suppose /:
and my team won tht electric game :D
andand we played a game which is super fun.
we had to help each other to like get a cross th electricity barrier!
its super fun mann.
then dinner-ed at market as usual luhs.
hahahah.
was suppose to like play pool.
BUT th pool place is super duper packed luhs.
tsktsk.
so we went back to church.
and th first thing i saw was Shantelle and Samantha practicing ballet :X
went home aft tht :D
and bible studied with my parents :D


it seems so different when we're together.
i really miss you so.
do you feel th same, my dear?


maybe th days down th road is gna be as fucked up as ever.
oh well,
jia get used to it luh uh.

did my cso today at some elderly care :D
th old folks there are damn cute can?
hahah.
but i really felt like sleeping at tht point of time D:
staying there for four hours aint easy.
but i still have to pull thru it.
met my stupid guy friend just now aft th thang :D
fagged and stuff.
then he drove me home to change den we went for dinner :D
went pubbing aft tht.
but i didnt drink :D
but fagged damn a lot today.
TSKTSKTSKTSKTSK D:

jia is fagging and slitting her life away.


i seriously missed talking to my stupid guy friend :D
annabell chua and i we were eating our late lunch at azhar den my stupid guy friend came to look for us!
apparently they're both cousins /:
aft lunch we went over to annabell chua's hse to slack luh.
and in annabell chua's room,
there's a chair next to th window!
apparently, whoever sits on it gets emo!
plus all th emo songs tht we listened to.
got us even more emo ytd D:
i'll post th photo in awhile!
hahah.
and i seriously miss talking to my stupid guy friend! :D
we're still both filled with crap!
TSKTSKTSK.
but he gets bullied by me :D
all th time(:
hahah.





TAG REPLIES:

SAMANTHA:
hahah. noooo. you're not everywhere.
im th one tht's everywhere.
then i see people i knw all th time.
they think that im a stalker D:


TANYA:
nahs. its okay :D
dnt worry about it im okay:D


AARON:
huh? i cant rmb a single thing D:
sorry(:
next time call me luhs. :D


SHANTELLE:
hahah. okay :D


JIE:
who doesnt get distracted?
i bet you do also okay?
i sit tgt with who i also get distracted wht.
so yeah. :D


JIREH:
hahah. yeah you were asked to tag.
unlucky right? :D


JOAN:
HELLO /:



its just another fucked up day for me.
it seems like there's nothing i can do to cheer you up.
i just took a step forward and you took a few steps backwards.
im really trying to scream im lungs out inside but it doesnt help really.
so let me just slit my throat and die.
and i'll be gone forever.
bye.

i just came back from water polo training!
at first i was like doing some ball handling on land.
after tht training started proper.
we swam a lot of laps today D:
at first was freestyle.
then breast stroke.
then back stroke.
after doing back stroke,
my leg started to cramp.
soooo i went up to stretch my leg D:
this shows how long havent i been training D:
up till now i cnt walk properly D:
im like limping. DD:


Sometimes I really wonder do you like me.
Or maybe its all just like a one sided thang.
You never really cared about everything that is happening.
Actually, you never even bother to care.
Oh well.
I'll just leave it as it is.
Cause Im not going to care anymore.






breakfast with Jireh today at kap :D
then we went over for 1130 service.
service was alright.
just tht i was distracted by a lot of things D:
choir practice was aft tht.
it was alright too :D
just tht there's still some parts idk how to sing properly D:
was suppose to meet Eric to get my stuff but i didnt go over.
cos, i got training tonight. :D
im looking forward to it :D


Maybe there's something wrong with me.
Or maybe people they're just getting tired of me.
All i can say is,
Im really trying very hard to change.
But i only can say that a leopard will never change its spots.
Sigh,
please bare with me.
I dont wna lose all this friendship that we've built.
Please bare with me.



MICHAEL PHELPS GOT HIS 7TH GOLD MEDAL TODAY!
PURE SICKNESS MANN. :D
CHRISSYPOO SAYS THAT HE'S GONNA GET HIS 8TH GOLD MEDAL TML @ 1058!
hahah.
I shall watch it before I go to church tml :D


anyways, going mcys later ):
but hopefully, i can get all my stuff today.
here's th list:
1. crumpler bag :D
2. nike jacket.
3. new slippers.
4. shirts from stage.

i think that's all abt it. hahah.


Sometimes I really wonder who do you take me as?
I really dont wanna think about it.
Really feeling damn fucked up now.
I just wanna give up on myself.
Seriously.



before yf i met wenyao for lunch at th market(:
it took us so long to just sit down and have lunch today okay.
hahah.
bought food for benitalim :D
then we watched th table tennis thing at her hse.
it was awesome.
hahah.
helped her to make durain puffs tooooo:D
damn fun okay.
went home after that.
met Jireh and Aaron around market.
Jireh and i we went over to market for dessert :D
then we were like watching th table tennis thing there too.
then Joan came up to look for us cause Shantelle was late!
then yf today was alright.
Geraldine joined us for yf today :D
then had dinner with all of them :D
then went home(:


I felt the weirdness between us.
Can you feel it?
Maybe you cant cause you cant be bothered also.
Right?


Meeting each other is considered as fate.
Fate bring two together.
But its one's will to let everything end.
So did you treasure what you had? hm.
If you regret for what you did,
just tell her that its all th past.
Cause *ahem is mine forever!

met yh for lunch today at al-azhar :D
ate prata which is like filled with oil D:
i think th oil is free one lorhs.
HAHAH.
after that i met Sam under my blk:D
and guess wht.
we were suppose to meet Shantelle at her house busstop at 250.
in th end,
we met her at 3 in th end. D:
HAHAH.
bused down to serene centre:D
then we walked around serene centre while waiting for Aaron and Kahseng:D
but when Aaron came,
Shantelle had to leave siaaaaa D:
then we walked her to th busstop and guess what, she missed her busssss.
its damn funny okay?
after sending her off,
we went back to island.
bought a tub of black forest.
and we could finish it okay?
sigh. first time mann. hahah.
if Shantelle was there,
MAYBE we could finish th tub of ice cream.

went to like NTUC with my mum and bro.
and guess who i saw?
SAM! its always her i see mann.
hahah.
damn funny :X



You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you



I got this photo from Bennie's blog :D
Thanks Bennie(:
She's my pretty little niece :D
Tori is her name :]
Special name uhhh.
But I came across her name so long ago in a movie called,
Lost and Delirious :D
Yeah pretty little girl:D



woke up at 8 today D:
went down to mcys to report.
took a bloody cab down and it was bloody ex D:
it cost my 15bucks can?
wtfffff.
im sooooo broke alrdy luh D:
met my po and this girl tht was suppose to do some stuff tgt with me.
for th whole time,
i was just stonning unless she asked me a question luhs.
sigh.
th next reporting time is even eariler!
guess what time?
its 830 okay?
guess i'll be nodding my head all th way D:
hahah.
she calls me a sleepyhead sia.
TSKTSKTSK.
going to th gym agn ltr :D
damn shiok siaaa.





Things aint gna be th same anymore.
All th closeness we had ALL GONE.
Its just one day and it has ruined everything.

went to like th ployclinic today with yh.
then went over to west mall.
saw th slippers aaron and i wanted to get.
but its th only pair left.
so i didnt get it. D:
then we went to time zone and yh asked me whether i wanted to play ddr sia.
and i was like saying so paiseh luhs.
so he went to play his car thing /:
so i stood there at watched him play :D
then we went over to causeway point to get his and my ear piece and my superman stud! :D
anyway,
my ear piece can light up de lorhs.
so cool right? :D
then i went home to get ready to meet Gerald for gym :D
then went home to shower and went out to kap for dinner.
whats th damn point for working out right?
TSKTSKTSK D:

Gerald wanted that person's number so i gave luh.
but i gave her th wrong number.
its damn funny.
Gerald msged th number then th person was like sorry i think you've th wrong number.
so she replied saying that th person was lying.
then i asked her was it th right number?
so she read out th number and i told her that it was th wrong number!
omg! fuck luh she msged th wrong person /:
HAHAHAH.
then it was like a damn paiseh thing luh.
when she got th right number,
she msged tht person luh.
andand tht person replied her instead of replying me D:
i was like damn shocked and i didnt had th mood to eat anm D:
then after walking them to th busstop outside maygardens,
i walked home all alone!
ohseehowlonelyiam D:
butbut, Joan called me :D
and i told her wht happened and she thought tht it was amusingandretared /:

TO MY DEAREST CORNY CORN, CHEER UP OKAY? HORNY HORN IS HERE :D CORNY CORN :D


I didnt know what had just happened to us
but im really sorry my dear.
Please dont be pissed with me okay?
Im just a motherfucker yo.
I just wont be able to understand th situation.
Just let me slit my throat and die.

Met Ger just now at Bukit Timah Plaza(:
Went over to popluar to get a black marker!
Then met Shantelle:D and saw Joy's parents and popular also!
Hahah.
Ger saw two st margs junior there /:
And suprisingly,
Ger knows Shantelle's friend siaaa.
Hahah.
Went over to kap so she cant like have her dinner.
Hahah.
Talked to her about some stuff.
I dont know why that person's like that lorh.
Dont know how to treasure her one siaa.
Dont like this kind of people D:
They only know how treasure people until they lose th person.
Then they'll regret it.
Stupid right?
Mmhmmm.
Ger cheer up okay? :D


Lunched with Benita, Aaron and Kah seng :D
I think we're all going to grow fat and die mann D:
We had fruit juice for our drinks obvious.
We had 10 sticks of satay :D
Half a chicken from my dad's chicken rice stall.
A boil of salted veg duck soup.
But it was damn good mann.
We crapped a lot also :D
Like, "wo de Jia gei wo a wan hao he de dun tang"
HAHAH!
and a lot more i cant rmb D:
Talk to Benita a lot mann.
Hahah.


There's a chance for Jia to join th Singapore Women's Water Polo Team.
HOW?
Should I or Should I not?
hmmmm.


Please dont let it fade away my dear.


JOAN THIS IS FOR YOU! I CANT FIND THE HUGGIES ULTRA ABSORBENT ONE LEH :X BUT THIS IS BETTER THEN NOTHING RIGHT? :D HAHAH. OH WELL, YOU CAN CHOOSE ONE :D REMEMBER TO BRING IT ON SUNDAYS OKAY? IN CASE IM FEELING MEAN LIKE JUST NOW :D


Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 11:19pm
PM Name: Im th noob-est random person ;maybe i should shutup and not talk you know.
Sisters: NONE ):
Brothers: 2 irritating ones? D:
Shoe size: 8, 9half or 10( depends on th brand uh)
Height: 175m
Weight: 52kg D:
Where do you live: Oop th market next to church?
Favourite drinks: Naicha and watermelon juice :D
Favourite breakfast: BIG breakfast :D
Swam in the ocean: Uhhuh!
Fallen asleep in school: It was once a upon time uh!
Broken someone's heart: Obviously right? haha.
Fell off your chair: Im not that clumsy ;D
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Erm yeahhh D:
Saved e-mails: I delete all my emails!
What is your room like: Erm messy? D:
What's right beside you: My handphones :D
What is the last thing you ate: Chilli crab?
Ever had chicken pox: Yeah in primary school.
Sore throat: I dont get it easily :D
Stitches: NAH.
Broken nose: NAH.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Uhhuh! actually it depends.
Who was/were the last person people you danced with: Er fyi i dnt dance?
Last made you smile: People from church? mmhmm.
You last yelled at: NOBODY! :D
Today did you talk to someone you like: Mmhmm :D
Kissed anyone: Er yeah long time ago uh.
Get sick: I DONT FALL SICK EASILY! :D
Miss someone: Mmhmm. (:
Eat: Chilli crabs...yummy :D
Best feeling in the world: Being tgt with th person i like? i guess :P
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I HATE STUFF TOYS!
What's under your bed: THE FLOOR? hahahs.
Who do you really hate: I DONT HATE I THINK
What time is it now: 1130pm?

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Mmhmmm :D
Do you have any siblings: I thought i told you alrdy? gosh.
Do you want children: Er i dnt think i wna get married uh. so wht do you think? :D
Do you smile often: Depends on my mood? hahah.
Do you like your hand-writing: Depends :D
Are your toe nails painted: NO! its th last thing i'll ever do :D
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: NOBODYS!
What color shirt are you wearing now: RED! with a BIG hand print on it! :D
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m.: On my way to dinner? hmm.
I can't wait till: I see that person again :D
When did you last cry: I dont cry so often?
Are you a friendly person: I think you gotta ask th peeps :D
Do you have any pets: NO :D
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Most probably at home?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: I havent held anybody recently leh :X
Do you sleep with the TV on: I dont have a tv in my room?
What are you doing right now: Multi- tasking? :D
Have you ever crawled through a window: Uh, when I was in secondary school? :D
Can you handle the truth: Er, I dont know D:
Are you too forgiving: I forgive to only certain people?
Are you closer to your mother or father: Depends.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Er, I havent cried for a long time?
How many people can you say you've really loved: I love A LOT OF PEOPLE :D
Do you eat healthily: Uh, as in? hmmm.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: I seldom take photo with them :D
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Er, depends on who th person is :D
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: NOBODY OR GOD :D
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: DEPENDS ON MY MOOD! HAHAHS
Are you confident: Er, I think sooooo :D

5 things I was doing 5 years ago:
1. Taking my Sliver for swimming
2.Watching Tv
3.Sleeping
4.Eating
5.Playing:D


5 things on my to-do list today:
1. EAT
2. SLEEP
3. WATCH TV
4. SMS
5. PRAY FOR PEOPLE :D

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Ice cream :D
2. The sweet that looks like string :D
3. Chocolates :D
4. -
5. -

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Buy all th branded goods :D
2. Throw a party! :D
3. Donate!
4. Go around th world :D
5. Get a good coach to get me into Olympics :D

5 of my bad habits:
1. Not caring about how people feel D:
2. Sleeping all day long
3. Eating and more eating
4. -
5. -

5 places I have lived in:
1. Under my blanket!
2. In my own world
3. My house
4. My dreams
5. S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E

5 jobs I've had:
1. Chicken Rice stall :D
2. Lan shop
3. Waraku jap rest :D
4. -
5. -

5 people I tag:
NOBODY! :D

anyways,
i accompanied Yubin down for th sunday school thing :D
i wanted to sit like infront of Tanya and Joy.
but then i didnt see some people sitting in front of where i was sitting luh.
then when we sit down,
then that person walked away.
that was when i realised.
yeahh, slow reaction /:
we watched some movie but it was as boring as Mummy D:
i wasnt even concentrating luhs.
cause Joy and Tanya they were busying pasting post sticks on my back D:
and obviously,
i was busying turning around to ask them to stop luh.
tsktsk.


attended 1130 with Joan, Jireh and Shantelle :D
and during service,
Joan kept saying that she needed to pee :X
than she told Jireh that she needed Huggies Ultra Absorbent!
damn funny luh.
hahah.
after that,
Joan dragged Jireh and i to join choir D:
got placed into Alto with Joan :D
we didnt know how to sing th song.
hahah.
but it was rather interesting?
hahah.
i think im tone deaf too i cant sing!
hahah.
so three Js joined choir today siaaa.
hahahs.

went for dinner at imm :D
LONG BEACH was yummy :D
saw Teng Jin outside longbeach:D
but im still HUNGRYYYYY DD:

ANYWAY TO JEAN :D
Im sorry we didnt ask you along for th movie okay? D: I'll make it up to you. SORRY. D: DONT BE PIST OKAY? WE SHALL ALL GO FOR ICESKATING SOON :D



where has th feelings gone too?

just came back from my cousin's house.
durain partyyy was fun :D
but i was just there for like less than an hour /:
cause i had to come home for some reason.
so yeah.
i wanted to like eat a lottttt of durians
my dad brought us out for dinner D:
sooooo i only ate like two pieces D:
blame my dad for going out for dinner!
hmph.

i got bullied by my little cousin mann.
he was sitting on my lap when we were like watching tv.
then the stupid show ended.
soooo he turned ard and started to kiss me D:
damn gross luh.
and almost all my cousins were at th living room
buttttttt nobody went over to stop him can?
so in the end,
i got kissed all over my face.
eeyer! hahah.
and he sratched me using his nails.
NOT FAIR can?
HMPH!

there's church tomorrow :D
i'll be going for sunday school with my cousin!
LEEYUBIN :D

JiaHui

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